About a year and two months ago, my life took a negative turn. I've been trying to fix things but it seems that breaking something is a lot easier than putting it all back together. I'm a little better off, but things could be a lot better and I don't know what direction I should or want to take. I finally got myself a job and even though I have to move back in with my parents, it'll give me an opportunity to save money and collect myself. Yay for not being homeless (again) and saving money!
I've applied to transfer to a university closer to home but they haven't sent me an acceptance or FOAD letter yet so I'm kind of in limbo for that portion of my life. It's stressful but I've done all I can, so there's no point in getting worked up over it, I suppose. If worse comes to worse, I'll just work full time for the fall semester and try again in the spring.
I took two art classes last year and therefore have a ton of art work to upload. I also have a few writings that need some finishing touches, so I haven't been slacking off too bad.
Mainly I've been lacking inspiration. It's hard to be motivated when life looks bleak but sitting around feeling sorry for myself isn't going to get me anywhere. Plus I'll never get better without practice. Also! My camera was stolen at a convention about two years ago and I finally got a replacement! It's not anything fancy but I'm happy to have one again.
I'm not sure how many of my watchers still visit dA but if you're still out there, let me know. It'd be nice to reconnect with you guys. You were always so supportive and I could really use some support these days.
A long, long time ago I offered free sketches to some people. I finished all of them, but then my roommate spilled rum all over my sketchbook and ruined a good portion of my drawings - including the sketches. I haven't had the motivation to redraw them, unfortunately but if you guys really,
really want those sketches, I'll redraw them for you. I might open up another free sketch opportunity, too. I want to eventually do commissions (free and art trades) but I'm going to have to take things slow. I'm not incredibly confident in my skills yet.
For all of you who know him/know of him, my boyfriend of three and a half years leaves for BMT in September. He has been my best friend and my life support for the last four years and has seen me through some very, very dark times. I will miss him terribly but this is a wonderful opportunity for him so I am happy for him.
I think that's it. I hope you guys are taking care!
-AKL
TL;DR: I'm not dead, just struggling with life. Lots of artwork to come and the possibility of free commissions/art trades!